Mixed up!

Wow, what a day. So I made it to church today! In fact the whole family made it without anyone being sick and we even got there early so that we could get a comfy bench! I am telling you, it is a whole new world there in the cushioned section of the chapel. Even the kids behave better. I helped in the nursery because Nora won't let me leave her and she runs a muck in relief society. After church we were invited to my visiting teachers house for a super bowl party. It was such a fun time! It was so nice to be invited to something and really enjoy the company of the people there! The guys watched the game, the kids destroyed the playroom and all of the girls, well we played a wicked game of cards and laughed so hard. I had an awesome time! It is just what I needed! I am looking forward to getting together with these people again because we had an awesome time and we have so much in common! When we got home we watched "Mama Mia" I enjoyed it but the whole time I was trying to get my stupid laptop to work. I knew I wasn't going to get it but for some reason I could not stop. I finally threw the dang thing. Then I couldn't stop obsessing about the amended tax return that we had to file. So it is 11:18 and we just finished it. I am a little worried about this because it is happening a lot lately. I will start something and I am absolutely obsessive about it until it gets done. I don't just mean worrying about it, I mean can't stop thinking about it, get furious and then cry about it. It happens with the stupidest little things! I feel like I am loosing my mind. I need to talk to my psychiatrist about it because it is happening so often that it is really having a negative impact on my life. I am just going to take a deep breathe tonight now that the taxes are done and focus on the good that happened today.