What a wonderful visual of how I am feeling right now. There is no rhym or reason, there is no explanation...I am just confused, mixed up and blue. I am tired of being tired. It is hard for me to accept that most days I won't feel well. I am tired of trying fun things with my kids on the days that I do feel well only to have them tell me it's no fun and they want to go home. I am tired of imagining another child in our home but being afraid to concieve again for fear of miscarriage. I know I have it easy in that part and that I shouldn't worry but it haunts me some days. I am tired of worrying about whether or not I am a good friend. I am tired of scheduling my life around others feelings and leaving mine on the back burner to simmer into smoke. I am just so tired of being so tired.
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You are a great friend, mother, wife, daughter, cousin, and the list goes on. You are amazing Aubrey!!!! It is understanding to feel blue sometimes, you have a lot you do around your busy house. Just remember you are only you, and no one can replace you. So that means take care of yourself. Like I said before while I was down there visiting, you are amazing and please don't forget that. You are a friend that I lost contact with, and kick myself in the butt for that!!! Let me know if there is anything I can do, I also need your address so when you get a chance please email me. Take care and keep your pretty chin up!
"You are one amazing Lady"
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