Finally!

I have been waiting patiently for my hair to grow and finally I am seeing some results! I know that sounds like a really stupid thing to blog about but anything that makes me happy lately is a huge deal!
I have been so down! I just couldn't get it together. I couldn't get a handle on my house, I couldn't get a handle on my kids and I couldn't stop crying! The past two days have been much better. I don't know why but for some reason I have felt like getting up and doing my hair and making my bed and I have felt great! Last night I had a little set back but this morning I was back to being okay. I am so glad, I could not have continued the way I was going. I have decided not to do daycare this summer. It was hard because I was going to watch a very good friends kids but I just think it would be better for me if I focused on my kids alone. Claire is having a hard time and she needs my attention. So we are going to continue to be very poor and we may have to cancel our summer plans but at least we will all be together!