I Just Don't Want To!

So today I have to meet with a lawyer for some stuff that Matt and I are working on, and I just don't want to! (No we are not getting divorced, that's the first thing people ask when I say that). I am so anxious about this stupid appointment. I wish I could just go now and get the whole thing over with. I wish Matt could take off some time to go with me. The stupid thing is, I am only anxious because I am going alone and I have never been to a lawyer before. Everyone says how much they suck and I am just not up to meeting with sucky people right now! I also have started having horrible nightmares, yet another fun part of being pregnant and so I am not sleeping well. I will just be very glad when this morning is over with!