Thursday, January 22, 2009
I am very excited. My visiting teacher just called (finally) and invited me and my family to dinner on Sunday. I went to the relief society president a couple of weeks ago and told her that I needed some VT's that would come. Sure enough here they are! I am excited. I have been extremely depressed. we're talking pray my way out of bed and cry all day depressed. I just didn't see any reason to keep fighting. To top it all off I hadn't slept in over a week and I was sure I was dying. I nearly gave up but with the help of my wonderful husband and some great doctors here in AZ I am finally feeling a little bit better. Today is the first day in a long time that I actually did anything around the house. They increased some of my meds and changed some of the others and today I feel a difference. I hope that it will remain this way, I can't go back to the darkness I was feeling.