Sunday, July 12, 2009
Tomorrow will be the 4 week mark for this pregnancy. That is a week longer than I carried the last one. I am hoping so much that we can keep this pregnancy. I say pregnancy because I refuse to let myself think of it as a baby yet. It is just too painful to imagine them being born and then lose them before they are even fully formed. So far I feel good. There is no cramping like there was with the last two pregnancies and I am very tired. Tomorrow the Doctor will call me with my quants and hopefully they are very high. I wasn't going to tell anyone about this pregnancy until later, until we knew if it was going to stick but I figure if I lose it I will need all the support from close friends and family. It doesn't hurt to have the prayers either. So for now I am going about life and trying to hope for the best.