Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tonight I am feeling unsettled. I am just tired, I know that but it just feels like there should be more to me. There are dreams that I have that I would love to see come true but I don't even know how to make those dreams come true. My number one dream of becoming a wife and mother has come true and for that I will always be thankful, I just want to be remembered fondly and I am hoping at this point that my kids will remember me that way. It seems like more often than not I do things wrong with them but there is no doubt that I love them more than I ever expected I could. I suppose what I need to do is make a list of things that I want to accomplish in this life and start working on them. hmmm....something to think about.