Sunday, February 7, 2010
Well, 2 more days of bedrest down and who know's how many more to go. Honestly I am a little peaved that I let them stop my labor last Friday. I see the doctor tomorrow and I am going to tell her that if it happens again I don't want them to stop it. I know what you are thinking, that Nae needs to stay in there for as long as possible but after much prayer I don't feel that way. I feel like we need to let it happen if nature wants it to happen. Many people probably don't agree with me on that one but it is how I feel. It's not just that I want to be off of bedrest either because I could choose to do that with her still in me, I just know that she will be okay if she comes and next time my body says it's time...it's time. I will say that last night and today have been especially hard on all of us. The kids are having a very hard time without Mom being able to do everything and I can tell that my mother in law is overwhelmed. I am just praying that everything happens the way it should and leaving it in the Lord's hands.