Monday, May 18, 2009
Well, this month is the first in three that I have not been pregnant and miscarried. It actually feels good not to be worrying about whether or not I am going to be losing a baby right now. Although I am still aching to bring another baby into this family, I know that with my emotional and mental health not being at it's best, the decision that we have made to wait is a good one. I cannot say for sure how long we will wait but I feel peace with that decision. Today was a good day with my kids. Although there were many frustrating moments, it all ended very well with over an hour of story time together! That never happens! We also made cookies and went to a friends house to let them jump on the tramp with the water. It's great to be having a good time with my kids that are here. I still need to learn more patience and I will ask the Lord for that daily.