Monday, May 18, 2009


Well, this month is the first in three that I have not been pregnant and miscarried. It actually feels good not to be worrying about whether or not I am going to be losing a baby right now. Although I am still aching to bring another baby into this family, I know that with my emotional and mental health not being at it's best, the decision that we have made to wait is a good one. I cannot say for sure how long we will wait but I feel peace with that decision. Today was a good day with my kids. Although there were many frustrating moments, it all ended very well with over an hour of story time together! That never happens! We also made cookies and went to a friends house to let them jump on the tramp with the water. It's great to be having a good time with my kids that are here. I still need to learn more patience and I will ask the Lord for that daily.


Emily said...

Aubs - I hope you're doing okay. Life in AZ is hard for my brother and his family too. They have to move in the next little while because his work is practically nonexistent because of the economy.
By the way, I can't believe you have church from 2-5. Yikes, I thought 1-4 was a nightmare. Good luck with everything and remember how many people love you!

Oh, as for the kickball game...I was only a spectator. Even if I wasn't pregnant, I wouldn't embarass myself like that. :) Baby boy (can't agree on a name yet) is due July 7th. It's coming way too fast!

Lynda said...


I just like you, need more patience! God please send us both some!! I'm glad you had a good day with your living children. Cookies and good book sound great! I'm sure they had a blast!! I will be thinking and praying for you and your family. I hope God answers and gives you all the joys in life.