Headed to the Perinatologist this morning. Pretty anxious about this appointment. I have a feeling we are headed for a blood transfusion but really have no idea. Poor Matt is so torn between work and home. I am trying to be strong and not worry too much but it's so hard. Last night I had a very good cry and a blessing but I am still anxious. I know the specialist knows best but I just really feel like if we could get her here we could do more. We will just see what he has to say today.