I have to say, I hate feeling totally out of control. Right now, no matter how hard I try it seems I just have NO control over my emotions. I yell at the kids for every little thing they do and then I burst into tears. I usually get this way toward the end of my pregnancies but this one seems so much worse. I think it's all the worry and back and forth to the doctors. I could just really use some help right now. I wish so badly that my mom could come early. I'm just wiped out.