I am at a loss as to what to say about today. It was a very bad day. I spent the day at the doctors office and the therapists office and dealt with very emotionally hard things. Two of our foster kids are going to have to be placed somewhere else because of my limitations and I feel horrible. I am emotionally exhausted. I have fallen in love with these little ones and the thought of them leaving even months from now makes me so sad. I think this is why Matt and I have never done foster care before, it is a heartbreaking thing.